Tuesday, April 29, 2003
I'm so tired!!! Both my baby & myself are on leave todays & Tomorrow..hehe!! Tini saw me at Wisma..hehe!! Kenaper lah tak tegur??..hehe..I know I said I'd kill anyone who calls me by my first name..but we all know I won't REALLLY kill you..hehe!!!!Me if I tengah jalan2 with my baby..tak nampak orang nyer..hehe!!! The other time.. my friend walked right in front of me & said hi....hehe..I didn't even notice..& walked past her..hehe!! Me bad siak!!!
Anyways, went around town da whole day!! Headed to Safra Radio in da Am to collect my long overdue Evanescence CD... then headed to Orchard to past the time! Met up with some of da kage peep for lunch.. namely Ria,Rox & NB @ HDB hub!!! hehe.. kecoh ah korang minahz!!! Took some snaps.. will be putting it up soon enuff I hope..hehe!! NB..gambar retard kau nanti aku letak depan2..muka lepak..hehe!!!
I'm so freakin sleepy..!!
Btw, gerl..If you're reading this..I'm really sorry ahz!! You noe who u are ...Didn't mean to stress you out todays!! I know i said i had a knack of spotting these thing.. but didn't expect it to be true lah. I noe it's not a big deal but I felt really bad...!!! My timing was bad lah gerl..hehe.. maybe should've waited or something eh!! Aku dengar kau nangis kat phone bila kau bilang aku.. aku tak tau aper nak buat siotz..hehe!! Anyways..if it's really IT... then congrats.. be thankful ok cos it's a blessing..!!!
Ok dah.. nak tido already...ngantuk giler!!! Later todays..another day of jalan2..hehe!! Hmmm...mayb e todays stick to Tampines onlee lah...macam malas nak gi jalan2 jauh2!!! Whoever sees me anywhere todays.. come up & say hi k!!! I dun bite..hehe.. not hard at least..hehe!!
Hmm.. half of my entry is in malay..hehe...weird ah!! OK..nyte nyte peeps!!!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 12:21 AM
Saturday, April 26, 2003
Waiting for my baby now. He'll be here soon ... I think!! Just finish watching Powerpuff Girls on Central..!! PPG Rocks!!!I want a PPG layout..hmmm...!!!
Anyways gotta go now. Gonna go watch more cartoons!!!
Kafe peeps,
I'll add second tagboard for you guys when I get back or something kay..
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:25 AM
Saturday is finally here!! I'm supposed to be sleeping already cos I have a long day tomorrow.
My baby's gonna come over & fetch me from home later this morning.
Anyways got the quiz from Herda..
You are everything but the !!!
Youre an interesting mix of everything from your
head right down to your shoelaces!
there is no defining you !
What Ben and Jerry's ice cream flavor are you ?
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Hmm.. Now i feel like having Ice Cream..!! I want my fav Ben & Jerry's Ice cream..the Yummy yummy Chocolate Fudge Brownie...!!!
That would be heavenlyyyyy..
Have a nice weekend peeps!!!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 12:35 AM
Friday, April 25, 2003
Hmmm..okayyy...but I enjoy being born the this month...
What month should you have been born in?
this quiz was made by Erin
Very ME....
Which Plant Are You?
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Posted by AdrenaLynn at 3:06 PM
BIG BIG BIG Thanks to Herda for the layout!! She didn't have to but she did anyways!! Thank You..I owe u one..hmmm japanese food maybe???
Anyways was having lots..& I really mean lots of trouble with my planned layout!! Still working on it actually.. but I might just scrap it..hehe!! Like Herda mentioned before...Pening siak!!!
Well..hope todays goes wll, I can't eait for tommorrow!! Will be heading to my baby's place in JB..most likely spend my weekend there!! WoooooT!!!
Morning world.......
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:37 AM
Thursday, April 24, 2003
I'm tired.. I'm emotionally drained.Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:44 AM
Thursday, April 17, 2003
If you were to ask me how I'd know if this was love Then I'd say I know it is love because... I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you...I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything that you are. I know it's Love because I've never felt this before and I like who I am because of it...there isn't another soul on this earth who's ever made me half the person that I am when I'm with you. I like who I am & the person that I've become because of you.How do I know It's love.. That's how!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:34 AM
There are some things in my life I did out of sheer stupidity & there are some I did on what I thought was Love. Some of the things I did hurt a lot of people & some just blew up in my face! I ain't making apologies to anyone now for the things I did then.. cos that was Then.. but I was never proud of what I did. If I could turn back time..there's a lot of thing I'd wanna do differently!
If I had knew what was in store for me..If I had knew what I'd find now.. I'd do things differently then! Unfortunately I couldn't see into the future... but now that the future has become present... I don't go back to the past!! I just wanna live for now...!! Don't wanna go back to then...
On another note..
Can anyone ever have feelings for another person but yet not want to have a relationship with him/her. Has anyone??
There was once where I had feelings for a guy...& he had feelings for me! It could've been love.. it could not have been love..I dunno.. I really don'!! All i know is that we connected very well on some level...we became close.. relied on each other... but I didn't want to be in a relationship with him! Why didn't I??
Well, this guy..he's got lots of issues..major problems.. family..friends..things like that!! I could deal with the issues on the friendship level.. but I couldn't ..I didn't wanna bring the relationship beyond that becasue of his issues. Of course I never told him this.. Kept making excuses ... !!
I wouldn't mind going into a relationship with him.. but I didn't want his problems... but I kept leading him on..when I knew I didn't wanna take it further!!
So was It love? I can't be sure...cos at that point of time ..I was on the verge of breaking up with my ex. Rebound?? Was I just using his feeling for me..to keep him there..cos I needed someone then??
Does that make me a mean person?? Maybe I am..!! Maybe I am such a bitch after all.....
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:20 AM
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 1:27 AM
Fuck!! I'm such a fucked up, screwed up bitch!! Why do I always mess up??
I'm sorry I'm an emo bitch & I do not think you're heartless!!!
You know I'll never feel that way about you...
Fuck!!! I'm such a Bitch!!!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 1:07 AM
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
From NoBrainnerMy Hobbit name is : Belladonna Boggy-Hillocks of Dwalling
My Elvish name is : Aredhel Calanor
Neat!! I like my Elvish name..hehe!!! Had nothing to do so I went ahead & found out My baby's Hobbit & Elvish name too...
My Baby's Hobbit name is : Hob Bumbleroot of Haysend
My Baby's Elvish name is : Círdan Sîrfalas
Cirdan Sirfalas... nice...hehe
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 5:05 PM
From Herda
You are Michelangelo...You are fun-loving and free-
spirited, and you always know how to bring a
smile to your friends' faces when they are
feeling down. You are also a bit of a slacker.
Which Ninja Turtle Are You?
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I used to watch Ninja Turtles religiously back then.....hehe
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 3:38 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2003
This song reminds me of me when I started falling for my Baby....TLC - Damaged
I know I'm kinda strange, to you sometimes
Don't always say, what's on my mind
You know that I've been hurt, by some guy
But I don't wanna mess up this time
[BRIDGE]
And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
Cos I don't want to lose you
If you really really really care
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you
[CHORUS]
My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged
I might look through your stuff, for what I don't wanna find
Or I might just set you up, to see if you're all mine
I'm a little paranoid, from what I've been through
Don't know what you got yourself into
And I really really really care (And I care about you so much)
And I really really really want you (I really do want you)
And I think I'm kinda scared (But I'm scared with every touch)
Cos I don't want to lose you (Cos I don't want to lose you)
If you really really really care (If you care for me like you say)
Then maybe you can hang through (Then maybe you can hang through)
I hope you understand (I hope you understand)
It's nothing to you (It's nothing to you, you)
My heart's at a low (low)
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that (I think you should know)
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love (I'm falling in love)
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged (I think you should know that)
My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage (I'm so much to manage)
I think you should know that (I think you should know that)
I've been damaged (I've been damaged)
I'm falling in love (I love you so)
There's one disadvantage (I love you so)
I think you should know that I've been damaged
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
Cos I don't want to lose you
If you really really really care
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you (It's nothing to you)
My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that (Ooh I think you should know I've been damaged)
I've been damaged (I've been damaged baby)
I'm falling in love (Falling in love with you baby, yeah)
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged
I love you shugs. Couldn't have pulled through without you!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:35 PM
My fave local radiostation, Power98 was giving away Evanescance's Fallen album on Music Monger today!! What listeners have to do is to Listen out for songs by Evanescance & call their line!! So me thought I'd just try for fun.. Just once..& I got thru on that one try!!! Yippee!!!
Was considering buying the album. It's been years since I bought myself CD..the last CD I got was James Iha's(smashing pumpkins) Let it come down. That's was i can't remember how many years back!!! Dah tak payah beli album..ehehe!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 3:55 PM
New photo Lynk up Here!!
Pics of my baby thru out the years..
Kafe peeps.. I think some of you have been waiting for this one....hehhe!!!!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 2:17 PM
It was a slow & painful journey to work this morning! By the time I reached the bus terminal my feet was hurting a lot!!! The left side of my left leg is already feeling the strain.
Like fuck ahz..!! Good thing I'm on helpdesk duty this morning so I don't have to walk around much...just hafta sit down here, answer calls & all the other stuff we do at the helpdesk.. which includes gettinr really bored out of your wits!!!
Anyways, while I spent 5 days of lazing around at home...Ivy, my backup..was having lots of problems with my babies!! When I say my babies..I'm referring to my Lecture Theatres (LTs). It just seems that everytime I'm away on leave or on long MC, the PCs in the LTs just seem to go all haywire..but whenever I'm around.. there'll usually be no major problems..only minor ones!! She was relating to me all the problems she had the whole week while I was away...The poor girl!! I'm so sorry you had so much trouble while I was away dearie...but really, thanks a whole lot for putting up with it!!
I was lamenting about wanting to head back to work the past few days & now that I'm back at work..I wanna go home...heheh!!!!
blahhh....
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:06 AM
Friday, April 11, 2003
I can't help it!! I just had to put this up!!This kid is so freakingly cute!!!
So cute....geramnyer...
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:16 PM
You are Tatyana from Tchaikovsky's "Eugene
Onegin"!
You're definitely a dreamer, and though you may
seem reserved you're actually a very warm and
passionate person. Unfortunately, not a lot of
people get to know the real you since you tend
to keep to yourself and your books. You love
deeply--just try not to get too crushed if
things don't work out.
Which DIVA are you?
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Finally added a long overdue links...Amyza & Fauzana..check them out...
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 8:28 PM
Ahhhh...It feels great to be able to finally get back online!! Yippeee!!!!!
So, you must be wondering where I have been this past week one week or so.. are you?? OK... if you're not.. then too bad.. I'm still gonna spill it..so you'll hafta put up with it kay...!!!
Long story.. ..here it goes
Saturday
The most eventful day of the week!!!!...The whole Rugby outing we had planned for weeks.. didn't fall through!!! They called me up at the eleventh hour..telling me they're cancelling!! I was like.. WHAT THE FUCCCKKKK!!!!! I was so freakin mad at all of em...mainly cos i was really looking forward the bloody thingy!!!! I haven't been playing for months..no Thanks to my schedule..& they decided to cancel the freakin thing @ 2pm!!!!
Then..my younger bro, Danny tells me the PC is dead!!!! Sheesh!!! AGAIN!!! The harddisk...again!!!!
As if that wasn't bad enuff... My dad started to pick on me over god knows what & starts screaming at me over the freakin phone!!! I was so pissed after that..I totally lost it!!! I was screaming at everyone in the house!! At one point I decided to hit something..so silly me..kicked the bloody dining chair...afterwhich I retreated to my room!!! Minutes later i felt this terrible pain in my foot...whish i decided to ignore at first!!! So called my baby up...needed someone to talk to...then the pain got worse.. & i told him what I did!! He started to lecture at me..which i didn't think I needed at the moment..I started screaming at him..& hung up the phone(bad mistake)!!! Then i got into an argument with em...he said something i wish he didn't say....but we were ok after about an hour or so...!! He came over to see me before he left for home In JB!!!
Was pretty hurt over what he said..actually me still am today but I don't blame him... It was my fault...!! Oh well...
That night had a talk with dad.. whch sparked off another argument!!! That didn't end very well..As usual I retreated to my room..!!!
So that was my saturday.. It was nothing like what i had in mind!!! Fuck!!
My foot by the way..was swollen & bruised all over..I couldn't move my toe & I couldn't walk!!!
Sunday
Woke up with my foot hurting bad...It was so blue..It's freakin me out!!! Well..my bro's girl or whatever they are now..came over!! I like her...very nice girl!!
Anyways..dad found out about my foot & told me to go to da docs!!! Later that evening, my baby came back from JB & took me to da docs. Went to CGH A&E (my baby calls it my second home..cos last year....I had to go there five times..I'm a regular..eheh!!)....the docs & nurses were all clad in mask & stuff!! Some patients & their relatives were wearing masks..hehe!!! Anyways.. went for an x-ray!! Thank god it wasn't a fracture or anything in that sense!! The doc was using all those medical jargon about why my foot is still swollen & all bruised up ..& after that long explaination..I still dun understand what the hell he was talking about!!! He says it'll take about two week or so for the bruise to clear up & the pain will gradually go away...!! Got painkillers (which didn't really work by the way).. & two days MC..(which I think is not enuff)!!
So that's that.. I'll be stuck at home..for two days with a bad foot... & no PC!! Arghhhh!!!!
Monday
oooh..it feels so nice to sleep in..on a Monday no less!! Everyone else has to go to work...while I get to sleep in..till 11am!!! hehehe!!!! That was the only upside to being on MC though... sleep late..wake up late!! Without no PC..no WWW... no blog updates..I was practically dying of boredom!!! To think a week ago..i was thinking about how nice it is.. to just stay at home.. & no work..go out all day(i can't..well..at least not on this foot)...now it just doesn't seem like a good idea!!! Well, i headed out to skool though at 6pm..my project group had a meeting..I didn't attend the last one..so I decided to attend this on! My baby sent me over since i needed lots of help getting around...he hung around till we're done & sent me back home!! He's such a schweetie....
Tuesday
Can't remember what I did on Tuesday... I know i did something.. but I can't remember!! oh..ok.. I picked up my new Nikon coolpix 3100!! Yippee!!! That's it!! I think!!1 oh no.. I went to the docs again that evening. Foot still hurts.. went to my family GP.. he gave me 'stronger' painkillers ( didn't really work either)..& 3 days MC!! Woohoo!! So there..i was on MC for the whole week!!! heheh....So that explain me disappearance.. No Pc at home.. Not at work for a week..so no blog!!
Wednesday
Started to think the MC was a bad idea.. Boring ahzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!! My 256Mb CF card..got problem.. needed to change it!!! Joe's (my bestest bud) mom passed away peacefully that evening. Innalillahi wa' innalillahi raji'un..
Thursday
Swapped the faulty CF card to a new one!! Met my baby about 5.30pm. He wasn't feelin well.. was down with the Flu & fever (*gasp*).. no lah..It wasn't SARs..but he's on MC tomorrows!! went back to his place & chilled there for a bit. Made him hot choc (yummy) .. made sure he's alright & stuff..headed for dinner laters & then headed home about 10 odd!! Can't wait to get back to work!!! Funny how I'm wishing I am at work now.. but when I'm at work.. how I'll be wishing I'm at home..just chillin..doing nothing!!!! heh....bites...
Today, Friday
Got up at 10am!!! It's Friday already.. sheesh..& I'll have to be back at work tomorrow..dammit..hehe...!!! Anyways..the PC is back up todays.. hehe..so spent the day clearing up emails...updating this blog... flooding my baby's inbox..ehehe Love ya shugs!! I'm back online!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
My baby should be on his way back home in JB now... Take care baby...
So that's that... the lowdown ....!!!
Baby, thanks..for everything!!! You're such a sweetheart..!! I know I can be such a bitch at times.. I'm sorry!!
Thanks for being there!! You know most of the times you didn't have to.. but you did! Thank you!! You're all I ever wished for...& I would not ask for more!!
I love you...
Oookk..enuff mush for today...!!! Till laters..!!!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 1:18 PM
Friday, April 04, 2003
hmmmm....My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Fallopian Cwac Cwac.
What's yours?
Powered by Rum and Monkey.
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 3:17 PM
She's my Favourite PPG cos she's so me... hehe
I feel so sleepy!!
It's finally Friday (TGIF)..!! Yeay.. tomorrow i'm off..hehe yippee!! I've gots this reunion sorta thing with my ex rugby teammates from school @3pm. Gonna meet up & play a little rugby!! woohoo!! Miss em buds..can't freakin wait!! All the screaming, the rough play, getting dirt in your face!! If I'm lucky, it might just rain & we all can go slip sliding in da mud!!!!!
So, if anyone sees a petite girl running around with a rugby ball on that field @ East Coast 2morrow..That will be me!!!
Meanwhile peeps, check THIS site out! I find it hilarious, bloody funny guy..either that or I have a lame sense of humour!!!
hahahah!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:33 AM
Thursday, April 03, 2003
Contrary to popular belief, not much sleeping is done in here. *wink*
If you were a room in a house, what room would you be?
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 8:23 AM
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
This one from Nobrainner
U SICK FUCK!!!
you are absolutely the most sickest lunatic on
earth! People like you should be shot!
What kind of a sicko lunatic are u?
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Posted by AdrenaLynn at 2:30 PM
Somebody stop me....hehe
You are an IDEALISTIC VIRGIN.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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Tramp Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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OK..the next one is a li'l R rated.. so watch your backs..... no kids.. no mom/dad/in-laws or what nots..
SEX APPEAL
(results contain pictures) What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have?
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Posted by AdrenaLynn at 2:08 PM
Got this from Thots but I got to Thot's page thru Herda
roleplay
Oooh..hmm..
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 1:42 PM
...Inspiring..
But maybe if we are surrounded in beauty
Someday we will become what we see
'Cause anyone can start a conflict
it's harder yet to disregard it
I'd rather see the world from another angle
We are everyday angels
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:29 AM
Tuesday, April 01, 2003
Dark & brooding ... Do you think?Posted by AdrenaLynn at 4:49 PM
You'll probably love powersugoi.net. (sic!!)
Which Koi Variety Are You?
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 3:55 PM
From Herda
I was hoping for cookie monster.. I don't like Big Bird
Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?
Which toe are you? o_O~?
You are FIRE! When the shit hits the fan, you're the first to react and you're not shy about it either! You are sincere and protective, but tend to express your feelings poorly, and so you are often misunderstood. But don't worry, worthy trainers know the truth.What Kind Of Pokemon Are You?