Thursday, September 23, 2004

The docs say they can't save his foot. There's no other way but to amputate his foot.
When the docs were explaning this to us..I can see dad was putting a brave front. I know he is. In some ways..I take after him. I know he's worried but he's not gonna show it. He's like that... Like me!
Mom keeps staring into space. She is tryin to be strong for him. If she cracks.. my dad will crack too. She's his pillar.

As soon as the doc left the room. I just stood silently while mom talked to dad..lifting his spirits up. I couldn't take it anymore.. I told her I'll wait outside. In actual fact I went downstairs & cried. I called Ruben & just started crying over the phone.He took timeoff & got there the soonest he could.

I just couldn't cry in front of them..I can't!I just felt so helpless. If i had insisted that they go to the hospital earlier then things wouldn't be so bad. I've always the the more rebellious one compared to my brothers. I'm always the one who never listens. Why did I listened to them then when he refused? If I hadn't listened to him & made him go then everythign would be ok!!

I just don't know what else to do. I just have to leave it up to HIM now.

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:47 PM

Dad has been sick since last Saturday. I was awaken this morning at 6.30am by mom. Dad was breathless. My mom & older bro called for an ambulance. They've sent him to TTH. No word of what's going on yet. I've been telling mom to send dad to the hospital already days before but she was worried. Dad has diabetes & his right leg is already swollen..so she's worried that the docs might just..u know..do an amputation!

Right now... I hope everything is ok...

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 7:45 AM

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

hmm.. This morning I took the MRT to work as I usually would. There was this lady who sat directly opposite where I was. So I sat..minding my own business when i notice the long lanky & smooth legs of this lady sitting in front of me! No..I wasn't checking her out..I'm straight mind you!! It's just she was dressed in a power suit & her skirt was kinda short..so I kinda just noticed that her legs were really long.

She definitly wasn't pretty..probably in mid thirties.. but I guess god made up for it by giving her really nice long legs. So there i was.. looking at those legs ..wishing I was tall like that!! My eyes then trailed up to her knees..the she parted her legs slightly..& i caught sight of her white kinda shimmery ..err.. panties!! Ok..It wasn't very..err... appealing!! I Suddenly got uncomfortable. I'm not sure if she knows her undies were showing but..I was uncomfy cos I was flanked by 2 guys beside me who i assume definitely has full view of what I was seeing.

Thruout the trip I kept looking & at her..wishing & hoping that she'd just cross her legs & keep it like that. She was busy reading her Straits Times & had the habit of raising her legs on her heels..which made whatever she was showing even more obvious.

hehe.. I so felt like going up to her & tell her to cross her legs or something. When I alighted at Toa Payoh.. another guy took my seat..hmm... So i guess he probably had a seat with a view....

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:06 AM

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

You don't have to touch it to know
Love is everywhere you go
You don't have to touch it to feel
Love is every second we steal

Love is love is nothing without you
Love is love is everything you do
Open up your eyes
And you will see
Love is love is everything to me

You don't have to touch it to be
Wrapped up in emotion like me
Everyone must feel how I do, yeah
Love is just to be close to you

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 1:58 PM

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Sorry peeps.. I know I know.. pics.. Uploaded but I haven't had time to edit etc etc & things like that. I haven't been well the past week or so.. but I can't talk about it here. Life's been gd to me so far i guess..so Is love. I've yet to drop by my Lynks for a while too. The boss is not in todays.. maybe I'll do just that right now..!!

Have got a new link, Faizal, do check him out!!

For those who know, Kimioaishiteru!! Go!! Go!!

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 4:14 PM

Friday, September 03, 2004

Hey all... I'm back!! Actually I've been back since Tuesday but just didn't have the time to update.

The trip was much needed & the way things turned out ..It was extremely eventful. It's a memorable experince for those who were involved whether directly or indirectly. There so many things I'll like to mention..I really like to go into details but theres so many things I can't put down..not here at least. All I'm hoping for is that there's no permanent damage.

The turn of events had it's silver lining. For a person who has never really had a best fren, I experienced first hand what best frens do for each other. It made an impact on me.

I took quite a number of pics which i will eventually upload.
So Till laters..

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 1:30 PM