Friday, April 29, 2005
Even as plans are being made, There was never really a proposal...Not till last night. After dinner at Fish & Co @ Tampines Mall...He got down on One knee and...
....Of Course I said Yes!!
Well I actually said "I can't say no now can I?" hehe...and yes even though we've already planning a wedding before the proposal, I still got teary :p Yeah I'm a crybaby!!
My baby left For KL this evening...yeah he left me after he proposed.. and now I'm missing him so freaking bad!!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:21 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Good New, Bad NewsGood news: A very close friend of mine told me she's been offered a oversea scholarship to further her course of study. She's yet to decide if she wants to go though.
Bad News: She's supposed to be my bridesmaid. It just had to be her. No one else would do. If she decides to go, she'll be leaving somewhere between August or September tis year and will be away for 4 years!!!
One one hand I'm so happy for her. She's been applying for scholarship after scholarship to further her course of study. Its a wonderful opportunity for her and I'm really happy for her. She deserves it.
On the other I'm a lil sad that she won't be able to be there, much less as my bridesmaid. She's one the a handful of girlfriends I have who knows me inside out.(ok..a handful is too many..I dun have that many close girlfriends) One of those friends I Truly Love To Death and actually mean it.. haha!!
I gave her my support, told her to go for it and not too worry abt the whole bridesmaid thingy. She on the other hand has to tell me if she does decide to go and to let me know in advance when she's leaving else I'll be sulking and won't talk to her till I have grandkids..hehe!!
Right now I really don't know If i'm gonna get someone to replace her cos I don't think That could be possible. It just wouldn't be the same.
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:43 AM
Monday, April 25, 2005
Almost HereDid I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:12 AM
I'd RatherI'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 1:23 AM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
I Don't Mind Not Knowing What I'm Headed ForDo I? Really?
Am I faithful, am I strong, am I good enough to belong
in your reverie a perfect girl
Your vision of romance is cruel and all along I played the fool
all your expectations bury me
Dont worry you will find the answer if you let it go
give yourself some time to falter
But dont forgo knowing that youre loved no matter what
and everything will come around in time
I own my insecurities I try to own my destiny
That I can make or break it if I choose
But you take my words and twist them round till Im the one who brings you down
Make me feel like Im the one to blame for all of this
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:28 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
What Gives!!Rain slowed down to a drizzle at around 6pm yesterday So I did manage to make my way to Changi Village to satisfy my Craving! ... So Onwards to Changi we did go..
I'm sure everyones knows abt how every other stall there sells nasi lemak. I sometimes wonder how they survive when everyone is selling the same bloody thing!!
Anyways I'm pretty sure everyone knows about that one stall right at the very corner which apparently has long queues for its Nasi lemak every other night!!
I was told that alot of ppl say its nice, their food lah. I've never bothered to join the queue all those other times I've been there. I'd probably die of starvation on the floor by the time I get to the front of the bloody queue.
So anyways, the line wasn't that long last night so we thought why not, Lets just try it out and find out whats the hype. I mean there's got to be a reason why they're willing to get in line and wait for that plate of nasi lemak right!!
When we finally got our plate on the table and tucked into it..... We decided that we've banned ourselves from that joint!
Too bland, Too dry, Too sweet...Too Much Hype...Too bad!! If that's the so called genuine one... I think Ppl should get themselves checked!
I think I can make a better plate.. haha!!
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:41 AM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
I feel like heading to Changi Village or Adam Road for nasi lemak ahhhhhh....Posted by AdrenaLynn at 5:22 PM
Got This In via email a week back or so...******** Woman to Woman ********
Someone will always be prettier. They will always be smarter.
Their house will be bigger. They will drive a better car.
Their children will do better in school.
And their husband will fix more things around the house.
So let it go, and love you and your circumstances.
Think about it.
The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart.
And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have
children.
And the richest woman you know -- she's got the car, the house, the clothes
-- might be lonely.
So, love you. Love who you are right now.
Tell yourself "I am too blessed to be stressed"
Be blessed ladies and pass this on to encourage another woman.
"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be
the world".
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 2:11 PM
Bumped into a Friend's boyfriend the other day while heading home. We took the same bus and so we kinda talked on the ride back for a while. The usual kind of small talk lah, how's school (he's still in school)and stuff like that. Then I got to asking abt the Girlfriend.... and here's what transpired( as best as I could remember)
Him: Oh She just flew off for Hong Kong this afternoon..
Me: Oh yeah, she mentioned she was going for a holiday the last time we met. How long she'll be away?
Him: 2 and a half weeks...
Me: (before i could say anything here he interjected)...
Him:.. two and a half torturous weeks....
Me: Why so?
Him: Well she'll be over in HK having the time of her life and here I'll be slogging my ass of at school. It'll be so dead boring.
Me: hmm well i thot you men like it when we girls aren't around. Its usually you men who can't wait to shake us off. Going off w/o us. Usually its u men who complain abt having to spend time with us and so forth. So I figure You'd probably enjoy this 2 and a half weeks w/o her around...
Him: Well...not really lah. Sure lah..its sort of like that but not always lah. We always say that but Its different when you aren't around for real.
After that statement we said our goodbyes as he alighted at his stop.
Wat he said got me thinking though....
Do men really?? Do they even think abt us when we're apart? Was wat he said for real?
Was it?
Do you feel the same way when you're away from me?
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:06 AM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Buses & TrainsHere's a scene..Its early morning and you're heading to work. While crossing the road to the busstop..the bus you're suppose to take pulls in. Traffic is a lil heavy..so you're stuck in the middle of the road waiting for traffic to clear so you can run for the bus before It leaves the stop.
Traffic clears..and you run.. the bus driver notices you and waits. You get on board the bus...relieved. Tap your EzLink card and find yourself a seat..
Normal scenario right... so here's a question.. How many ppl you see will actually Thank the driver for waiting??
The answer.. Not alot. Not alot of ppl would even break a smile. I always make it a point to either smile or say thanks to bus drivers for waiting. I mean they dun have to wait..they can just drive off..and leave you there but they did wait.
Its the same concept as going outta their way to provide a better service.
The least ppl can do is let them know its appreciated. So the next time you are in the scenario above.. just say a lil thank you or give em a smile to show your appreciation. I'm pretty sure they'll appreciate too...
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 3:47 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Lost In Your EyesI get lost in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind..
Is it love that I am in?
I get weak in a glance
Isn't that what's called romance?
...And now I know
'Cause when I'm lost I can't let go
Chorus:
I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies...
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes
Verse 2:
I just fell, don't know why
Something's there we can't deny...
And when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you
And if I can't find my way
If salvation seems worlds away
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost in your eyes
CHORUS
Verse 3:
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost in your eyes
Oh-oh...
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 3:05 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Yesterday was spent with old friends and new. Went to Tiana'a housewarming yesterday. It was nice to have friends around you. Both from my former organisation and the current one.Met Fen & Ivy at my former workplace after work yesterday and hung out with em till its time to head to Tiana's.Steven's lil' boy who's four now, Sherwin is so smart.
Got home only ard 10 odd almost 11pm. Though I had a blast of a time, I got to missing my Baby when I got home. Considering the events at Tiana's, I think My Baby would've enjoyed himself too. It would've been nice to have him there.
Went to bed last night missin him,... woke up tis mornin..still missin him....
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:12 AM
Friday, April 08, 2005
I Can't Take The DistanceMy Loverboy will be away till Monday. Cousin's wedding In Perak to attend.
Would usually start missing him even before he goes away since the start of time...hehe..no lah..since we started dating ah. Thought it'll past u noe.. initial stages only..once ur past the courting stage..it'll all change but Its hasn't....
He leaves tonight and its slowly sinking in and am beginning to miss him now. Heart gets heavier with every minute that passes...
Well, Have fun & Please Take Care k love :)
Gosh I'm so mushy!!
The sky has lost it’s color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that’s how it feels to me
Whenever you’re away
I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you’re comin back
Posted by AdrenaLynn at 12:13 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your OwnSpent the last few weekends doing nothin, sleepin in at home. It gettin to be a bore.
Its not about me 'having' to do something. Its about me 'wanting' to do something. Its about me wanting to do something with...YOU!
I dun wanna spend time with you just because I have to...Its always been cos I want to!! Or would you rather I have to.....