Monday, November 28, 2005

Goodbye my love
You don’t get me,
You don’t let me inside.
You once held me close when you wanted to hide.
You pulled me in close just to push me aside.

I know you won’t follow me far.
Once I went out just to look at the stars.
I asked you to join me, but you were too tired.
I wanted you to see them too.
How could I let myself need you?
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So what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
And why do I feel so alone?
When will it snow, it's been raining for hours,
And why do I feel so alone?
You were leaving some bar, and you're coming downtown,
You're not ripping out stitches, but you want me around.
Just to call you my love, just to call you my love.
You are the treasure custodian cleaning the moon for me.
Scouring the sky so the stars would shine bright.
You stand straight-faced, and tip-toed on top of a ladder,
And I, I wait, and I, I wait, and I, I wait.
And when I'm left at home, I'm all alone
But I'd rather be alone with you.
So what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
And why do I feel so alone?

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I didn't come this far for you to make this hard for me.
And now you want to ask me “how”?
It’s like - how does your heart beat, and why do you breathe?
How does your heart beat, and why do you breathe?

And there are some things that i like to figure out.
There are some things that i can do without -
Like you, and your letters that go on forever,
And you, and the people that were never friends.

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I was quiet
I was tired
And I wanted you to bring me up.
(I wanted you to make it stop,
I wanted you to bring me up.)
You were wrong
And I was right
And I wanted you to bring me up.
(Mmm, you know me well,
This is something that I shouldn’t have to tell you.)
We shared humidity, and orange roses,
And poking fun at all our friends.
They have their barbecues, and we have our arguments;
We never can agree.
You said, "When you don’t talk you take it out on me."
I was quiet
I was tired
And I wanted you to bring me up.
You were wrong
And I was right
And I wanted you to bring me up.
We took a ride on our motorbike.
I couldn’t talk to you, but my arms were wrapped
Around you tight.
We stopped at Smokey’s, parked the bike outside.
So scared to be sad, to keep the tears in I looked up at the sky
And took another ride.
But I was quiet
And I was tired
And I wanted you to bring me up.
You were wrong
And I was right
And I wanted you to bring me up.
We have us.
Is that enough?
What is it worth to you?
We have us.
Is it enough?
And what is it worth to you?
You said,"It’s worth everything, hey baby, take a look.
It’s worth all the pennies in my pocketbook."
But I was quiet
And I was tired
And I wanted you to bring me up.
Yeah I was quiet
And I was tired
And I wanted you to bring me up.
So I was wrong
And you were right.
Bring me home.

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:42 PM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

I Want....

A W800I... heh

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:47 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

All I Want..

This is gonna be a shameless post about what I want for my coming Birthday..

1) .....

2) ..........

Hmmm Hold on.. This is hard!! Hmm ok.. Its now a a shamless posting about what I don't want for my birthday!!

1) I DO NOT... want anything for the new house OR anything I can put in my new house. Its My freakin Birthday people!!

Its suppose to be about ME! Its suppose to be for ME! Not For the house!! I don't want to get something that I can't use! Practical yes.. but it has to be practical for me ok!

Example: Say a a wonderfully sleek coffe/expresso machine! Firstly, I don't drink coffee. Secondly, I won't have it all to myself..Its suppose to be Mine!! All Mine!!

Wanna get something Practical.. get me an Ipamper! Now thats practical :)Yeah I'ld still have to share...but i can use it on him and possibly get some after..If he doesn't fall asleep first lah :)

2) I DO NOT ...want clothes. Tops and etc.. though there is this nice Levi's top I really really want!!

Get me a shopping voucher ok but make sure i can actually get something decent with it.Not some lke $20 voucher where I have to like top up another 70% of the total cost!! Heh...! No lah.. later I get clothes I don't like.. I feel very bad lah wanna exchange it with something else.. Thats is if you are allowed to change at all lah!

Better yet..Take me out shopping ah! heh...

3) I DO NOT ...want perfume!! Don't get me perfumes..unless u know my taste! Thats it bout that :p

Oh I finally know what I want... I so want Sexy lingeries.

What?? I like lah. It makes me feel really sexy! Notty ones also can.. Can use sometime in the near future :p

I also would very much appreciate a spa treatment, same thing applies with shopping vouchers ok! Should at least get me a decent treatment ok!

A nice romantice dinner date also ok. I really really want to be pampered. Wanna feel special and desirable and so wanted!! Perhaps a foot massage after dinner?? Ok also wat right!!

The last time I was taken or asked out for a proper dinner date..or even even sonething that was like an almost date was on 28 April 2005 ok! Thats like wat..almost 8 months ago ok!! It was a very special day ok.. not that I think he remembers what went on that day lah though :p

Ok lah.. gonna go call my baby boy already! Wanna hear his voice before I hit the sack!!

So..now u peeps go make yourself useful and go shopping for my pressie :p

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:02 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

dis•ap•point•ed (d s -poin t d)
adj.

Thwarted in hope, desire, or expectation.

Invisible Me..

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 2:46 PM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Crave

v. tr.
1) To have an intense desire for.
2) To need urgently; require.
3) To beg earnestly for; implore.

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:11 PM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

ONE..

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...

One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...

Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...

Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other

One...life

One

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:16 PM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

In between jobs, I had a 7 days break before I start my new job right after raya.
I had initially planned a short over the weekend hol right after raya but that had to be cancelled cos of the new job. Bummer.

I have about less than 3 days left before I start but I foresee this break ain't gonna get me all rested up before the new job. I've spent the last four days cooking and baking and running errands and I'm so freaking tired!!! I don't think I'll be getting any rest over the next few days at all!!

I need a holiday damnit!! Seeing how things are it looks like I won't be getting one anytime soon!!

I wanna be pampered for a day at least. A foot massage...A spa treatment!! Being waited on hand on foot or something!! Or maybe a day out..yes a whole day out without aythng else after or before.. a day..a date a day just for me!! Why? just because!! I'm so not looking forward to anything right now!!

Just so freaking tired.. Does anyone even notice!!