Monday, December 05, 2005

I've been so drained lately. In every aspect. Feel like I'm bein stretched too thin.
Sinking deeper with everyday that passes.

I feel just like I'm sinking,
And I claw for solid ground.
I'm pulled down by the undertow,
I never thought I could feel so low,
And, oh, darkness, I feel like letting go.

Sometimes I wonder why I try so hard. Maybe I just don't wanna disappoint. Me being me, I always try to keep everyone happy. Of course to the best of my abilities. Even so, people just don't see. They don't appreciate. They take it for granted and start to expect it all the time. Human nature? I think Human Habit..
Sometimes how hard you try doesn't matter...what matters to people is how hard you fall.

I've had this song on repeat in my head for a while. Like the music video. It stars that guy from desperate housewives, that young gardener fella.

3 Doors Down - Let Me Go

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:16 PM

Saturday, December 03, 2005

24...

and still counting...

Damn I feel old already...

yeah right... :p

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 2:29 PM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Long Day! Tired as Hell! Hungry too!!

I want to eat satay in JB lehhh!!

should I work on My Birthday or not now???...hmmm

Haven't heard this song for a very long time... heard it yesterday and It stuck!
Reminds me of something...

Lets forget About It - Lisa Loeb
i told you i was sorry, i told you i was wrong,
i said it was an accident and don't tell anyone.

but you love to circle round and round, you're so misunderstood.
yeah, you love to circle round and round & you know that we should
forget about it -

let's forget about it

you lied about how much you knew, i thought you were my friend.
you lied upon the mattress, c'mon tell me where you've been.
you lied about this night apart, you lied about the room.
if you're gonna have to lie to me then

let's forget about it
let's forget about it

i'll stop crying on the mountain that we made
from the molehill where we spilt the milk.

so you say this never happened, perhaps not the way i thought.
did i throw this out of focus - or was it just the way we fought?
that it seemed to me you took this girl, but you swear to God it's not.

let's forget about it
let's forget about it

i'll stop crying, if you'll stop.
i'll stop crying, if you'll stop.
i'll stop crying, if you'll stop lying to me.

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 6:43 PM