Thursday, August 31, 2006

Shall We Make It 3 In a Row?

Yeah I Know..I'm Such a Tease. Damn Evil Right!! I Also Know That you Actually Enjoy Every Moment Of It :p You Should Be Proud To Have Me Ya Know! hahaha

I was so asking for trouble this morning. No matter how much you're craving for something...

1 Glass of Chocolate Milk = BAD

I had to make it worse by buying another pack when I reached work. Really Bad!
Can't help it... I was Craving!!!

Oh and before you guys get any ideas, I'm NOT Pregnant kayyyyyyy!

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:02 AM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Sum 41 - Pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy that nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it's in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

(On my own!)
I tried to...
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't...
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so...
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to...
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets...
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that...
I guess I knew that all along
If you beleive it's...
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own.

.....

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 5:18 PM

I Wanna Do It Again....

Can or Not Baby?? :p

On another note,
Stupid Deluded Arsehole Still Don't Understand The Meaning of LEAVE ME ALONE!

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:00 AM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Tired

In So Many Different Aspects.

In More Ways Than One.

Tired!

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:03 AM

Monday, August 28, 2006

Monday Bluezzzz

It's Monday again and that Totally sucks ass!! The weekend went by like so goddamn fast. Its not like I did anything but dunno why I'm just so damn tired...more like sleepy lah I guess!!

The hubby had a TKD tournament/competition over the weekend so we didn't really do anything or go anywhere. Both days were spent at the tournament venue where he managed to clinch the bronze medal on Saturday. Sunday was just sitting around and watching the rest of the team and that's about it. That was the weekend for me... the next thing I know is that the alarm was buzzing and Its Bloody Monday! Blurghh!

Anyways,
Was thinking of going for the Starlight Cinema Thingy in September but the movies they're screening like very the ok ok only lah. Nothing very interesting ah.

I'm so damn bored. I so need a break siaaaaa!!!

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:04 AM

Friday, August 25, 2006

So It's Not Just About Friction Huh...

Ahh It's Friday, finally....Ignore the Title..Totally Irrelavant..heh

Been feeling so damn tired this week, doing god knows what but I think It always feels like a drag when I'm on late shifts. Can't wait for the day to end, it's pretty obvious I'm not really in the mood for work right now. Slightly over 4.5hrs till my day is done.

Hmmm ... wonder if we could go to the movies tonight if I get some cash laters...
How bout it dear??... Then again he needs the rest for his tournament this weekend. I dunno if going out late is a good idea then...
Hmmm I figure another attempt like last night ain't a good idea too love???..... heh

I wanna do something lehh... Ohhh which reminds me, I saw this really nice tubetop at the mall on wednesday during lunch. I so need to set aside cash when pay day comes. I need new shoes too..then again I've telling myself that since like a year ago...!!

Hmm perhaps I should bake brownies tonight.....?? Need to start thinking of what to bake for mom & dad's b'day this September(their b'day's are like back to back..really!! Mom's falls on the 18th & Dad's on the 19th!! Damn broke sia like that...!!). Baby's b'day cakes, well the cake was really rich..I like rice chocolate cakes but The frosting (which i got off the shelf cos i didn't have time to make it from scratch)... was too sweet. So that made it a lil too overwhelming on the sweetness...oh well. I was a lil dismayed but hey It was the best i could do considering i was pressed for time...and I'll try again .

I used to bake alot while i was in school, every weekend without fail, there will sure be something baking in the oven. From cookies to cakes to pastries...I love freshly baked bread. It taste so damn good on it's on, especially when it's still warm.. yummy!!!

Ok i know, this post is very random..not here not there like that right!! I'm bored lah that's why. Nobody's online leh on MSN..everyone offline or away...!!!

That's it.. I'm gonna go play Spider Solitaire...!!!

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 3:42 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

For a while there, I thought crazy assed delusional fucktard has died or something thus saving everyone the trouble...but he's back!
Stupid Motherfucker..

Hey Asshole..
I ain't the one wasting your time, you're wasting your own time. It's unfortunate that you can't seem to get it thru your thick skull. Why don't you just go away, leave me alone & fucking die! That would save your parents the embarrassment when I take this further to the authorities...

But I don't think you'll understand what I just typed out anyways. I figure a 1 year old kid has a higher mental capacity than you do...

On another note, some people at work think I'm superwoman or something. It's like What The Fuck, It's not like I have a money growing tree at home or wads or cash just rains on me you know. You want me to get something for ya, I mean like Sure I can sure help. The problem is, I have to fork out my own cash to get those things done and when I don't have the cash to spare for that you might as well jolly wait till I do.

If it's that URGENT for you to get it done then fine...why not go do it yourself and fork out your own cash for it then submit for a claim? I mean you're the 'Senior'or'Manager' or 'insert whatever designation here' here and you're the one who's earning like what... triwc..three times I do..?
So i'm pretty sure you've got more than enuff to spare don't ya....??

So don't ya give me that 'Sigh' or give that totally fucked up face when I tell you to wait for it. When you asked why, I have no qualms telling you that it's coming from my own pocket & I'm strapped for cash right now. So don't give me that "I don't think you're even trying to get things done" look cos if you really wanted it done, you'll do it yourself and you know it!

Fuck It...

P.S: I'm in need of a hug.. Baby will you hug me tonight?

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 4:57 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Romance Ain't Dead, Just Don't Let It Die

Reading a post which reflected on young love made me miss those days, so long ago.

The yearning, longing. The secret meetings at the office, the staircase, the void deck, the carpark. The wide smile on your face, dropping everything you're doing when emails, sms, calls from em come in. The walks on the beach at night, sometimes just sitting around, nothing said but yet feelin complete just by being there.

The spontaneous visits, just because you missed me, wanted to see me or just simply because. The spontaneous movie,dinner or even those 'don't have anywhere/anything else to do' dates just so we could see each other, be with each other.

That feeling in your gut that you get when you see em, hear their voices or just simply think about em, that sweet/cheeky smile, those alluring eyes..etc

We all know that where we are now, we'll never have those feelings again. The feeling of young, newly blossomed love but when I do stop & think about those times we had, wishing to feel that way again....

Thats when I start falling in Love with you all over again...missing you! Yearning to hear your voice, to kiss you and tell you how much I love you...

This time it'll be better cos when I go home & head to bed at night,

You'll be right there beside me...



P.S: I Love You....

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 3:11 PM

The Verdict

Dinner last night was absolutely yummy! Hubby made this yet nameless chicken dish which was Ab Fab! The gravy was a bit dry then he probably expected & the spices in the gravy could be grounded up a lil finer (cumin kept getting stuck in my teeth). The chicken though (which was pre fried before cooking in the gravy) was well marinated, you could really taste the spices when u bite into it. The rice too was almost perfect.

Too bad my bad throat was reacting really violently to the chilli in the dish else I'd enjoy it even more.

Overall It was really good I'll gladly have him make that again anytime. So that's a 7.5 out of 10 Stars.

Thanks for a wonderful dinner darling.

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 12:04 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Working late this week...so I'm still stuck in this cold cold office. Hubby's cookin dinner tonight, he won't tell me what though. I guess I'll just have to see for myself laters huh.

He's pretty capable in the kitchen so I ain't worried about it. Perhaps the occasional call asking what is where or how to do this or that but other than that he's fine. I'm just hope he gets the rice right...I dun like eating sticky rice..hehe!

I'm a harsh critic (even with myself...mind you!) but I do appreciate all the effort. Seriously, when it comes to cooking I get all pissed and disappointed with myself if I don't get it the way I want it or the way it should be...even if it's off by a lil bit. The darling husband doesn't complain but I'd still be bothered about it...quietly! When I do it again the next time round then i'll make sure it's right...If it still doesn't..then it'll be a neverending cycle!

My mom's a wonderful cook so I guess I naturally wanna be as good as her I guess thus the high expectation I set for myself I suppose..

oh well... I ain't cookin today so I'll just count down the time for me to head home, kick back & savour the hubby's effort :)

Love ya...

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 6:43 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

What's The Matter?



Cat's Got Your Tongue??

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On a totally different note...

*waves*.... Hi Mom!

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 1:41 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006

Some freaks just don't seem to get the warning I blatantly posted in my last post!Oh then again he probably has limited knowledge or perhaps totally no understanding of the english language. Have you guys read his postings?? What an idiot!!!

We all know even wayyyy back then that I have standards. Being able to construct a proper sentence & the ability strike up an intelligent conversation in English was one very basic requisite.

Of course if you have a weird ass sense of humour, tall, dark (not too much), striking good looks with nice sexy bedroom eyes. You're already in my good books :p

What else...hmmm...........

Nice soft soft hair to run my hands through. Big, long & strong.........ARMS (what were you guys thinking huh.....?) that keeps me safe & warm when hugged. Nice Ass(firm enuff but not too hard..i like to bite). Penchance for toys, video games and all things silly (simply cos I am..silly).

Well.. an ethnic mix would be interesting..Half indian ..half chinese?? heheh...

Must be good In Bed & adventurous...hahha... that's a basic requirement

Hmm....wait a minute...that sounds exactly like....Ruben..haha..ok ok..lame lah...!!! The good in bed part might have been a lil too much infomation huuh.. but hey... A girl can REALLLLLLLLLLY Enjoy the Sex she's getting can She!

Then again this girl wouldn't mind not getting..she'll just help herself...hahah!!

Ps: Hey Baby... last nite was very nice, I'm taking you again tonight!! It's ok.. I'll self service... :p Love You Darlin.....*purrrrr*

I just realised this post went wayyyyyyy off tangent.... hahaha.... well it IS my Blog!! Love ya'll ..mah fwens ... *muacks*

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 4:37 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

I'm not sure if anyone reads this crusty blog and I don't really care actually. Its kinda good that there aren't alot of readers,not that i don't appreciate them..I seriously do but it lessens the chance of having freaks coming around. Then again, those of you who have been reading and looked around my comment box will notice one such annoying freak of nature that has been harassing me of late.

I've contemplated on removing my comment box, deleting my blog, going on a hiatus from blogging but why would I wanna do that? If I were to do that, it's like letting this freak dictate what I should do. Its like I'm running away from it.

Why should I stop blogging?
Why should I remove my comments? Since he wants to make a fool of himself..guess I'll let him then ....

I shall not cower and run from arseholes like these....



If you are already stalking me.... don't let me see you or don't you even dare come within 100meters of me...don't even think of utter let alone breathe...... I swear I'll hurt you so bad you'll cry like a fucking baby!!

This is a Fuckin warning...Leave me alone & leave comments about my husband & family alone. You're not even half the man he is...hell I don't think you're even man enough to be called that.
I've got all the love I can get and I sure as hell don't want it from you. You're as fucked up as a fucking spineless delusional arsewipe can ever get.

I have notified the respected authorities, Like i told you i would if you don't stop before this.... and if you still won't stop now I will not hesitate to take it further....and that's not a lie nor a threat. That's a promise!

I think it's about time I carry my swiss army knife with me instead of limiting it to office use onlyyy...

You know what you need fucktard.... You need a visit from the friendly people at IMH... you should just stay there for fucking good!! Will you just fuck off and die instead, that would save alot of people a whole lot of trouble you know....

I wanna say, Go fuck Spider but then again.. I think even the spider deserves better than you....I know better than to insult the poor poor spider.....

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 12:22 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I'm sickkk! Been sick since saturday, partly my fault but then again If i was gonna be sick I'll be sick anyways right, no matter what I did? Was on MC yesterday, felt like crap...Hubby dearest took the day off work to send me to the docs..despite his lack of leave left... what now?? 2 days left till the end of the year?? So sorry dear, I did insist he go to work but he insisted that he'll take me....so It wasn't like i made him... right..hehe!!!

*mush alert.. you've been warned*
In any case, thanks to hubby dearest for taking care of cranky ol sick me.... Love youse....vewy vewy muchhhhh.....

I've been a sick chick of late...So back at work now, still feeling horrible. I can't stand this giddy spells I'm getting. Having everything from the flu to the aches to the giddy spells but no fuckin fever. I feel it but i don't have it. Not that I want it. The airconditioning in the office ain't really helping ... can't take it, my nose hurts! I wanna head home but I can't, the only other person who is my backup, my boss is also on MC today. So die die..must tahan.. DIE!!!

Suddenly so hungry..... and i feel like having chicken rice..hmm!! Damn... so oily... plus can't eat with chilli....doing that is so gonna kill my throat. Gotta impose a ban of myself on the consumption of spicy & oily foods till I get better....!!!

Arghhh.... now what can I have for lunch ahhh now??

And I Thot got vegetarian was tough....

*looks out window..* arghhh..its raining...crap, now Its only gonna get colder in here... Damn It!!!

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:04 AM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Eternity - Robbie Williams

Close your eyes so you don't feel them
They don't need to see you cry
I can't promise I will heal you
But if you want to I will try

I'll sing this somber serenade
The past is done
We've been betrayed
It's true
Someone said the truth will out
I believe without a doubt, in you

You were there for summer dreaming
And you gave me what I need
And I hope you find your freedom
For eternity...For eternity

Yesterday when you were walking
We talked about your mum and dad
What they did that made you happy
What they did that made you sad
We sat and watched the sun go down
Picked a star before we lost the moon
Youth is wasted on the young
Before you know it's come and gone to soon

You were there for summer dreaming
And you gave me what I need
And I hope you find your freedom
For eternity...For eternity
For eternity

I'll sing this somber serenade
The past is done
We've been betrayed
It's true
Youth is wasted on the young
Before you know it's come and gone to soon

You were there for summer dreaming
nd you are a friend indeed
And I hope you find your freedom
For eternity

You were there for summer dreaming
And you are a friend indeedA
nd I know you'll find your freedom
Evenually
For eternity
For eternity

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 5:19 PM

Birthday Update

Ok...So my darling baby turned 28 on August 9. Same day as My older bro & the Nation..but who cares about the nation right!! Its my baby's birthday that matters..hehe..to me at least.

Since we had plans on the 9th, I planned and saved and finally managed to pull off the first suprise on him on the 8th. Of course it wouldn't have been possible without my partnerz in crime, namely Steve The Bitch(the best fren...who helped me all the way from the planning all the way to the execution...) & Hepsi (the best fren's wife...for putting up with me taking up Steve's time for this..hehe... and for keeping it under wraps..too bad she couldn't make it that day). Also his family for making it despite their busy schedule, keeping it quiet & and putting up with jam on the way in & back possibly.

Not gonna go into details cos it'll be too long and update & i'm too lazy. My baby went speechless when he saw his pressie... it looked like he was gonna cry..hehe.. I felt like i was gonna cry seeing the excitement & that suprised looked on his face. I guess I couldn't believe I pulled it off and glad he liked the gift. He was so excited he didn't wait, he 'opened' his pressie & got started.

The next day, we went on thia fireworks cruise thingy and whatch the fireworks from the parade..on the boat/ship(whatever)... nice..but seems the same every year. Had a great time nonetheless... with my baby.

Ok that's all for now...

Oh i haven't mentioned what he got fro his b'day yet huh... maybe in the next post... when i get them pictures..and let the pics do the talking instead...

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 12:47 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

Sometimes I wonder…. If this is true...
This thing we have... me & you...

Is it what you’ve always thought it would be...?
Is it even close? Even a lil bit?
How about me? Am I?

Sometimes I Wonder…
If you’re still searching…for someone better
For some other…

Perhaps someone taller, hotter, sexier, smarter
Could even be almost or very much like me….just better
In your eyes…

Me? I stopped searching the moment I found you…
You may think its lame but really it’s true…

I know I ain’t perfect baby but hey… so are you
Guess it’s about being happy with what you have
And despite everything… I’m happy that I have you

Flaws, Snores & all…

But sometimes I wonder
If it’s the same for you...
Ever...

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 12:18 PM

Weekend Updates..

Saturday was well spent despite a sucky day at work in the morning dealing with totally fucked up service providers. My Ruben has this course thingy to go to that afternoon, so while he did that, I met up with Shim & her hubs & his fren and we went shopping. I ain't much of a shopper but i did end up buying a couple of stuff..girly stuff summore. Got the eyebrows done & a new eyeliner at MACS. My first MAC item. Then shopped summore at...got a girly top (very cute) & a skirt(yup you read that right). Kinda suprised myself too but shopping for girly stuff doesn't feel too intimidtaing with Shim's help. Ohhh... also naother first... dangly earring..hahah!!

I've worn dresses on occasions but it's like I don't do that like just because you know. This time it was just because... because I think I need a lil more variety. Have too many tees & jeans lah.
Time for a lil change...

Figured I turn up at work one day in a skirt or dress & scare the bejesus out of my colleagues. I've been here since November & they have not seen me in anything but pants. Then again I ain't much of a girly girl ....

Anyways...we all met up with my Ruben laters in the evening. a lil more shopping and then we hung out and chilled. Home past 11.... he was gone as soon as he hit the pillow While i did some laundry & watched SLEEPERS on cable. When that was done... my turn to hit the sack..!!
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Sunday was spent at home.. at least for me. The hubby left the the course thing in the AM. I slept till like 10 then went to do some grocery shopping. Got back just in time to watch Zatch Bell on Kids Central. When that was done it was cooking lunch, cleaning the kitchen, more laundry & vacuum the living room all in one.... multitasking. Till the hubs got back, had lunch...after which he dozed off as soon as head hit the cuhion on the sofa. Finished laundry and I decided I need a nap too....

Then nothing much lah..went out nearby for dinner. then lounge around at home.. thats about it...

Ok lah..... at least I shopped on Saturday. Been a while since i actually went shopping...or like buy myself something..just because!!
Nuff for now..I'm almost broke anyways ..hehe

2 more days till you turn 28 babyyy...

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 11:11 AM

Friday, August 04, 2006

So I decided to tell my Mgr about it. If its up to him, he would advise for an immediate dismissal but the final say on the company's action will fall on higher management.

We talked about the seriousness of the matter and how the department & the company could land in deep shit with regard to this. We reinforced the fact that it is in our jurisdiction to do an audit of every server & individual machine to check that all the data it contains are legitimate and work related as and when we deem necessary.

The boss decided that we keep it within the department first(i guess it's cos I kept on telling him that I seriously did not want to get anyone in trouble...or lose a job!), while he issued a mass email for staff to clear unnesscary files from the server. Then we'll see if anything is done... a second reminder will follow a week later & if there is still no action taken then We will have to take action....

Well... i guess if we have to go to that extent.. Its not like we didn't warn them right...

On another note, I'm planning to get my MOS (NO..not Ministry of Sound..) & MCDST certification by the end of the year. Save a lil bit of dough for that... should be able to make it by the targetted timeframe!! Prolly go for the former first followed by the latter since gotta go thru 3 exams... Die!! Been a long time since i went for an exam...(like real exam lah... not the kinky kind... as if i would be complaining about those...!!)

Ahhhhhh..... ok....past 5.30pm liao... homeeee....Buhbye...

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 5:02 PM

So What Did I Do??

Well.... the staff concerned was on MC or leave or something yesterday thus I haven't really done anything. Then again I haven't really decided what to do eithers.

I mean, I don't wanna get him into trouble by reporting this to my Mgr but at the same time I don't wanna just warn him personally & get em to delete them files and that's it. Why?? Cos I don't want him to think that Its a small issue, i'm ok with it and he'll just get off with a warning.

This staff has managed to get himself into my bad books before and the whole idea of having the upper hand now....kicks ass but I know i've gotta be fair & impartial and not let my personal issues with him get in the way. But its so tempting..ehehe....Ok no no..I won't!!

Or should I report it to his Mgr..and let him handle it? I am a girl....and maybe..just maybe it's gonna be awkward for the both of us to discuss what i found...??

I haven't seen staff A yet today..so maybe i might have sometime to thin about it over the weekend...

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:06 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

I'm in the IT dept at work. On top of other things, I provide Technical support to the school. I do a half yearly PC Inventory Audit. I do the setup & assist in the backing up process for staff who's PCs are being upgraded. Staff are told to backup their files in one of them folders in the server.

Its Staff A's turn for an upgrade today. It so happens that the server has ran out of space for me to backup Staff A's email. So I had to do some spring cleaning. Thats when I found Staff A's stash. A bunch of amateur shortvids... like the Tammy NYP kind..like those. Not a lot..just a couple.

So here's the dilemma... As an IT personnel, I cannot condone such things ..at the workplace summore. I mean which idiot would backup these things on the server right!! I mean, I'm no angel myself, I get all these lewd pics & stuff from the emails ..i forward it to my like-minded colleagues..but after that you delete it after watching or forwarding the content from your freaking PC.

Which sick fuck would save these unto the school's main server!!!! Apparently A's that sick fuck.

Now...what do I do? Do i rat him out on my IT Mgr so he can send a stern warning to all staff from these things? Or do I take matters in my own hands and warn the staff myself discreetly?

What do I do....??

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 10:57 AM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

I said No.... for the first time ever! I have never said no before and I hated how I felt after.
I just couldn't let that cycle go on.... I was tired of alot of things..physically as well. I hate disappointing people...

On another note, Its finally August and someone has less than 9 days before he turns 28 yrs OLD!!....

Oh before I go...I leave you with this quote..

I love being married. It's so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. ~Rita Rudner

Love it...

Posted by AdrenaLynn at 9:01 AM